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    May 29

    Leaving

        学校加了四天课,班里踏实的孩子都交申请回家自习了,于是我也作了同样的决定。

        班里最近很是浮躁,看不出大家对于这个集体的不舍,有的只是结束前的放纵。于是教室总是一片狼藉,胡乱画着数学符号的黑板,歪七扭八的桌椅…… 周五下午做东城的数学卷子,天空开始灰蒙蒙的下起雨来。班主任在班里捡废纸、摆桌椅,然后在阴暗的楼道里洗墩布,准备擦地。看着她的背影突然心里有点酸。其实每次考试时班主任都会静悄悄的做这些,对于将要离开的今天,她还是会默默的一切如故。在某一瞬间,我突然觉得似乎回到了原来,回到了努力拼搏的那些日子,而不是这样浮躁的现在。

        我突然感到迷失,突然不明白我为什么要提前离开,不等着和大家一起上完最后一节课,不一起走完高中的最后一段路。但我同时也知道,如果是看着可怜巴巴的几个人心不在焉地上最后一节课,我宁愿自己狠心绝情的先走一步。

        前两天用手机拍下了教室、楼道、自己的柜子……取名就为“别了无伤”。对于我的高中,直至现在我的眷恋也不多,但毕竟走过了三年,对于逝去的青春和岁月,也该道一声珍重吧!

        I am leaving all the time…… 

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    翙儿wrote:
    珂,我相信你,也相信那些落寞只是暂时的。
    我也很砸,却连复读的勇气都没有,再不愿走这样痛苦的路。所以其实你还是勇敢和自信的。我喜欢原来那个自信有点骄傲的珂,那才是真正的你。
    June 9
    某一天我拿起电话,犹豫了很长时间又放下了。竟然不知道可以打给谁,难道只是因为寂寞就可以给别人打一个无关紧要的电话——说,你好吗我很好——之类的话吗。
    又一个某天,小学的同学打电话给我。不是很健谈的人,一个小时的通话有半个小时在听对方的呼吸。我说,你有没有感觉,就像和很多人在路上走,走着走着丢了一个,一不小心又丢了一个,最后只剩下自己在路上左顾右盼。
    就是这样不健谈的男子,哽咽着说,是这样的,是这样的。
     
    很多事情,此时让人觉得地动山摇,彼时不过是水中的波纹经不起回忆。你是否见过我用落寞形容过自己,又是否听过我说自己不合群。以前这种属于科幻级别的事情现在都发生了。
    不过就是这样的事情。
    要快乐,要坦然地面对自己。
    然后可以听到心碎的声音,也可以听到最细小的快乐。
    相信我。
    June 9
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    疙瘩 wrote:
     
    KID会去武汉  他告诉我了
     
    那你就留在北京等我去找你玩   我一定会去的
     
    一定去 ...
    June 9
    翙儿wrote:
    加盐:幸会!我原来是三帆的孩子,现在不是二附的。你是谁呢?或许我知道呢
    疙瘩:我想离开这个城市,可最后妥协于父母,肯定会留在北京。kid好像会走吧...
    June 8
    yierwrote:
    记得胡萝卜说,不喜欢这么萧瑟的场景。
    胡萝卜都这么说,兔子就没的可说了……
    June 4
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    疙瘩 wrote:
     
    翙儿会去哪个城市呢
     
    希望有天可以在北京见到你
     
    和你和kid逛北京的大街小巷  吃北京的好吃的
     
    这一天我想象了那么久   可   什么时候才可以真正的实现呢 ...
     
     
     
     
    June 3
    啸 林wrote:
    In the place, we got a lots of pain.But now, I don't want to leave......
    Maybe , it is beacuse each piece of pain is always with happiness as well.
    June 3
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    加盐 wrote:
    共同度过了我们的二附三年,不太知道你是谁,但一定是校友,所以过来问个好,最后的日子里算是认识了~
    我是加盐,兴会:)
    June 2
    _lowrote:
    I have collected all the thing inside it after we just recieved the notice.
    Since I don't like such a feeling......How to say ,to say Goodbye?
    It seems that I can't believe it's the last time....You know,yesterday.
    Is it true?We just won't be back any more?
    In the place, we got a lots of pain.But now, I don't want to leave......
    Maybe , it is beacuse each piece of pain is always with happiness as well.
     
    I'm sorry that I can't type Chinese.............
    June 2
    翙儿wrote:
    kid:朋友一定还会见,可那时的我们已不可能坐在同一间教室中,经历那样的岁月了。
    宝宝:最近开始想起很多我们初三时的情景,我们那样的集体不会再有了,还好我们都曾经历。对于10班,很是想念。
    真是好久没见,为了你们我也会撑住的,你也加油!
    May 31
    宝儿wrote:
    我身边的孩子一个个告诉我,说他们不会离开……我想即使以后不是这样现在也要相信。
    我们要撑住了,有很少的却很坚持的一部分真的不会走开的,在心里就好安全。
    加油啊亲爱的,起码考试过后你可以听到我唠落叨叨在你身边讲话了。
    May 30
    啸 林wrote:
    说实在的考试那天
    连我都有点觉得悲哀
     
    我一向不是情绪冲动的人
    但还是想到了很多
     
    看到班主任一个人蹲地
    再想想大家呈鸟兽状各奔东西
    呵~
    其实也无所谓
    朋友的话又不是见不到了
    May 29
    翙儿wrote:
    其实在柜子腾空的那一刻,我的心也空了。
    May 29

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